Broken Trust

They always wonder.

Why am I  alone.

Away from living life.

Away from family gatherings.

Away from the hustle and bustle.

Away from politics.

Away from entertainment.

Away from the latest gossip.

Away from the media.

I tell them.

Bc of Broken Trust!

From the time I was a child.

Those closest to me.

Broke my trust.

They violated me.

Manipulated me.

Stole from me.

My childhood.

Stole from me.

My innocence.

Stole from me.

My trust.

Now I am here.

An adult.

With Broken Trust.

A wall around me.

Like a fortress.

Letting no one in.

Bc of Broken Trust.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love Thyself

Loving thyself is not conceited.

Loving thyself is the gateway.

The gateway to love others.

How you see yourself,

Is how you will see others.

Love all your flaws.

Because they makeup your uniqueness.

Be secure in love as you see yourself,

Face to face in your reflection.

Stare into the eyes of love.

As you look into the mirror.

Smile at love.

And love will smile back at you.

Love thyself.

Because you were created to love.

But it begins with you.

Accepting who you are.

And knowing you are Gods Masterpiece!

 

 

Do yourself a favor and FORGIVE!

Just the other day, I had a bible study with a dear friend of mine.

And you guessed it, the topic was FORGIVENESS.

You know how things can begin to shift in a direction that you did not intend it to go.

Well, that is exactly what happened.

It became a therapy session for me.

There was some people I needed to forgive.

From family to friends to abusers.

There were tears.

Lots of tears.

I didn’t realize how deep I was still affected by those who wounded my soul.

Because I held on to the unforgiveness,

I held on to their demons.

Which caused my life to self destruct.

Unforgiveness brings death.

Forgiveness brings life.

That day I chose to finally live.

To let go of what was and live in the now!

The beauty of the present.

No more being tied to the grave.

But free to finally be me.

Without all the pain, anger, bitterness, and unforgiveness.

That constantly weighed me down.

My wings have been bound.

But now they are free!

Free to soar and to become.

All that I am designed to be.

Me!