Fighting to Live

The battle.


39 years ago.

The day I entered life.

Designed in His image.

Destined with a beautiful purpose.

The fight began.

For my soul.

As I journeyed.

The intensity intensified.

Thoughts of suicide plagued me.

The destroyer.

After my heart for God.

The liar.

Lying about my identity.

The truth.

Pursuing me.

My eyesight began playing tricks.

As the war continued in my mind.

Dark rain clouds.

Pouring hopelessness.


For the light.

To illuminate the dimensions of my soul.


Are you near?

Because my strength is waning.

Lord, please!

Take this fight!

This battle is not mines.




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