Solace Keeper

There is a place where I can lay my head.

When I have been blinded from hope.

It is a place that reaches beyond my limitations.

Greater than my bed of affliction.

Silences the noise in my head.

Rest the matters of my heart.

A place of refuge.

Escaping from the misfiring of negative bullets (words).

Covering my insecurities in perfect love.

A love that overshadows my shame.

A place where I can be vulnerable.

Where the truth is uncovered.

Where His light.

Meets my darkness.

As I lay in the hands.

Of the one who created me.

I am embraced by Eternity.

A forever home.

 

 

4 Lights

4 lights came into the Earth.

Formed fearfully in the womb of their mother.

Heart beating for their Father.

D.N.A of an undefeated King.

Clothed with humanity.

Strength of a lion.

Armored with love.

Overflowing with mercy.

Wise as wisdom.

Born with a purpose.

To radiate the rays within.

 

 

Stone Cold Love

Pregnant with life.

Punched by hate.

A love that grew cold.

The mother of his child.

He forgot to handle me with care.

My body lay lifeless on the naked floor.

Hearing the racing of my heartbeat.

Wondering?

How could this be?

The life I lived.

Screaming for help.

But no one heard.

Accept my unborn child.

 

 

Only God Can Judge Me

You judge me before I enter a room.

You see my brown skin.

You see my curly kinks.

You see my tall stature.

You see me with four kids.

And no dad.

You see me with only a two year degree.

You look down upon me.

Because you climbed the ladder.

A little higher.

If you could see into my world.

But you are biased.

Your vision distorted by bricks.

You built.

 

 

 

Time

I have been lost without you.

Searching day and night.

Only to come up empty handed.

Blinded by lies.

Entangled in the past.

Stuck in quick sand.

Waiting for you.

Your silence.

Has left me in misery.

The chaos of my soul.

Is so loud.

Be still.

My life.

Draw near.

Acknowledge Him.

Before time.

Has completed its course.

 

 

Glass House

I sit gazing at the world.

Time passing me by.

Alone.

Surrounded by humanity.

But left unnoticed.

I hear a sound.

The beat of my heart.

I have listened to its rhythm.

Called life.

While the Earth rotates.

And I sit watching.

Each day unfold.

I see them.

But they don’t see me.

Because I am covered.

Layered by the effects.

Of childhood trauma.

I am human.

Needing love.

To break the seal.

And heal my soul.